February 2012
17 posts
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awkward.....
Me: oh thats pretty cool and cute way to ask her to prom!
Friend: I'm not gay dude
Me: i never said you were
Friend: you said cute
Friend: implies
Friend: ima a man
Me: the gesture is cute..
Friend: it cant be cute has to be manly
Then he goes on and says that he's gonna have a dildo in a box instead, and it'll vibrate in morse code asking her to prom. holy freaking shit, I can't take this conversation anymore!
I wish someone would show up at my front door with milk tea and popcorn chicken or with any food in general! oh well, I can only dream of that day to happen. I’M SO HUNGRY, and there’s been no food in my house for 2 days since my mom hasn’t been cooking. So I’m stuck eating this apple right now. :’(
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I feel so guilty for skipping all these practices this week but I just wanted to be stress free again for once! Why did I sign up to be in 4 things?! I can’t go a freaking day without having multiple reminders about practices via Facebook,text messages, and phone calls. Ignore, delete,& deny! Holy crap. I know the show is next week but please let me have some peace!
Honestly I haven’t felt so relieved and happy in awhile until today. Finally got to spend some time with him after nonstop fighting and it was just nice to put everything behind us. I made spam masubi for lunch for him, his mom & I. ^_^ Then we played with his new pitbull! I wish I took a picture of Pono! I think that’s the spelling, but it’s so freaking cute and we taught it...
I hate how I let this take a toll over me and then my emotions and attitude affects those around me. I really don’t mean to be a bitch and have a short temper towards people, but I can’t control it. Sorry. I just want everything back to normal again.😔
Dang, today was just an emotional roller coaster but I’m surprised by how many people made sure I was ok in 5th&6th period. A little kindness goes a long way, so thank you! I also got a text from a number I didn’t know, which made me feel like I was in Pretty Little Liars for a moment, except it was a positive text.<3 It also turns out to be from Michael! I wish I could have...
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I hate him and he drives me nuts. He makes me want to strangle and kill him. He annoys the shit out of me, and we don’t get along sometimes. But that doesn’t matter because by the end of the day he’s all I think about and he’s taught me so much. He’s always there supporting and encouraging me in everything I do. He’s like no other and is one of the best thing...
I’m surprised my mom has been so nice for the past 3 days…. She’s been letting me take the car out ever since thursday to either run errands, or when I need to go to VSA practices. But just now is a whole new level, she’s actually letting me take the car to go out for a bit, at night! I don’t know what’s up, but I won’t question it because I feel like, she...
Last night babe&I decided we should start a savings together! How? When ever we cuss at each other during a fight, that would be $1 for every cuss word. That’s a good one cause it’ll help him cuss less or else he is going to be BROKE! LOL, he already had to put $5 in the box yesterday. Whenever one of us flakes or suddenly can’t make it to a date for any reasons then that...
I never should have been so curious in the first place. Now that I know who they are if I see any of them around I don’t think it’ll make me feel so good):
One of them walked in my 5th period today and I couldn’t help but feel angry. Ugh. I never should have been so curious!!!!! Someone erase my memory!!!!
This time I admit that I was not being honest to you and I’m sorry. But what you don’t get is that I want to tell you so many thing really badly but we all know you’re not the most supportive person. Sometimes I just want to sit you down and spill out everything but I know it’ll just crush you. My gut feeling tells me that the right thing to do is to tell you everything....
January 2012
15 posts
You always yell at me and say that all I do is sit around. I have finally found something that I truly enjoy doing and can make a commitment to, yet you don’t approve of anything. No matter how hard I try, it will never be enough. No matter how many times I try to explain, you never listen. It’s nice to know you have absolutely no trust and faith in me. That just makes it harder for me...
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I think I have so much anger and problems being bottled up overtime to the point where I cry to myself almost every night.
Have you ever heard something you didn't want to...
Your body goes limp. Your heart drops. Your hands begin to shake. Your throat tightens. You’re doing everything in your power to keep yourself from breaking apart and going insane. You sit on the floor with your head in your hands, hands entangled in your hair, then the tears begin to pour…
Holy crap, I can’t even try to do something for somebody without getting shit about it from someone else. Everything I try to do, at least a person has to say or start something. Even if I choose to do something for myself for once, I still get shit for it, regardless. Can’t even please at least one person. Fuck you, you, you, you, and you.
This kind of hurts. Knowing that I actually had something special planned for tomorrow, and now I don’t even know what’s even happening. I don’t think you realize how this makes me feel. I’m just so disappointed and crushed right now. So much effort being wasted and unappreciated. I don’t see how any of this is fair. Being disappointed is an understatement right now.
I feel like I accomplished two things today!
After school, I drove Manny, Cyrus, Jonathan, and Nicholas home. I was fine with dropping everyone off to their house except Jonathan cause he lives on a freaking hill. As I drove up, my feet were shaking nonstop and it was so scary! I finally drove up and down a steep hill and got over my fear! ^__^
Nicholas came over and we actually got work done,...
I hate that 5 word phrase with a passion. It’s been said to me way too many times and I am not about to let you of all people say it to me either. I just hate how emotional I can get. Please be patient with me.
This morning babe came by with breakfast so we could have breakfast in bed.<3 How sweeeeeeeeeeet! Although, SOMEONE was a bit cranky cause he barely got to sleep!
January has been good so far although, I have a feeling its going to be one busy month! I remember last year around this time, I would try to join everything and do everything I could to keep myself occupied. It was such a bad...
I really don’t know how the hell I’m going to survive school with my fucked up sleeping schedule. Sleeping 2 or 3am every night and waking up at 1 or 2. Yikes! I am screwed! I guess my motivation for waking up is to drive to school now. I’m glad my mom is finally letting me take the car to school, and now I don’t have to walk to school anymore! I’m also glad I...
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December 2011
22 posts
Merry Christmas!
Something about this year doesn’t feel right. It seems like every year I start to lose more and more of the holiday spirit. I remember making those linked ring things, and tearing each one off day by day, counting down the 25 days till Christmas. Well, not trying to sound like the grinch right now. So I hope everyone is having a lovely time with their families and friends<3 TIS’ THE...
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WatchOneRepublic - Good Life (Disney Version)
I’d love to sit here and listen to you and your lies, but it’s getting a bit annoying and irritating. Why are you telling me these things, when I didn’t even ask you about it in the first place. Stop acting like you don’t enjoy the attention when you really do.
It’s never good to leave mad, and it just makes the situation worse. Why is it that it always starts off so perfectly then end so bitterly.This has been happening way too frequently for me to even remember the last time we had a complete bullshit free time together. It seems to always be about the same thing over and over again, and I guess you still don’t understand where I’m...
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Nicholas: i dont know wtf happened today, but i didnt really feel so great after
Me: ohh I'm sorry, everything just pissed me off today and i didn't want to talk to anyone'
or else i would of gone off on them also. sorry!
Nicholas: its fine,just tell me if theres something wrong, and if you dont want to talk about ill leave you alone. dont tell me everythings alright when its not. jasmine, if theres one person you dont lie to, let it be me because all i care about is your wellbeing, so hiding shit doesnt help anyone
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I’m having the hardest time trying to form my thoughts into words and it seems impossible for me to stop thinking about everything. Here I go again, analyzing every single little thing in my life. It’s still a bad habit that needs to be broken. The feeling of being lost and confused is not pleasant one bit.